Why did I have to fall for you..?

I mean, what’s the point? You’re obviously into this other guy. You always talk about him.  I wanna tell you but I don’t know how to start. Do I say it’s because you’re so dorky and weird? Cause it makes you unique. Different and apart from other girls. You stood out to me. Should I tell you that whenever I’m around you, I get nervous but I’m happy as hell? I get scared that I’m gonna mess up my words and you think I’m a loser. I hesitate on what I say to you. Or should I say that when we’re together, you’re all that I pay attention to. No one else matters to me as much. All I know is that I want to be next to you, close to you. Hoping that one day you’d realize how much I’m into you. Blah blah. adskjlfgeaasdih >:[